"LOVE I COULD NEVER HAVE"

We've been friends for a quite some time,

You're a dearest friend of mine.

Never thought I would feel this way for you

Something I never thought my heart would ever do.

A special feeling sprung out in this heart of mine for you one day

Something that I just cant take away. 

That is why I want to be with you all the day,

And hope this would last someday,all the way,

I don't know how did it happened

A perfect feeling I'd never ever planned

It happened so fast  as I never thought it would be, 

A strange kind of feeling that cupid had brought me.

I know that this is not suppose to happen,

Never would I want to be left heart broken.

But I just can't stop this feeling for you, 

It is impossible but so true.

If I can't have you in reality, then let me have you in my dreams instead.

At least even in my dreams I can feel that I'm the one you needed.

I can have you and your precious love,

The love that in reality I could never have ...!!!!

 " LOVE ME AGAIN "

Crazy?? Pathetic??Cheap??Do I look that?those question are staying at my mind .

Did God give you as mine?Or just cupid arrow my heart to fall in love with you?

It is a twilight time when when we decided to went at the calm place, setting down under the tree, talking and planning about our future while keeping our hands together, Many promises you throw at me ,that you will never leave me, that only death can separate us. Many months, days had past you'll disappear without knowing why !,I don't know where you are, you already left me! you forgot all your promises,! And you forget me !!!

I've been tryi'n very hard ,not to think of you its not working !!coz DAMN !I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!

Years had past but still I'm waiting for you ,I did not loss my hope to see, hug, and kiss you again. One day standing near by my window I saw you I'm totally emotional many thoughts come into my mind. Finally you'll back ,I hug you as what I've thought  that you will hug me also instead you give a flower. A beautiful rose as the queen of flower has been a traditional symbol and gift. A yellow and black rose ,I remember  that all colors of roses had it's meaning :

White roses are for true love and purity of mind,

Red roses are for love and passion,

Yellow roses are for friendship,

Pink roses mean friendship or sweetheart,

And black roses mean FAREWELL!!!

My tears was flow to my eyes without any words come out to my mouth. You talk me in a nice way explain the situation ,saying that you and I are not meant to each other !

I shouted loud "NO"your mine tell me  what should I do to make you stay at my side and just to LOVE ME AGAIN !!but you just simply replied,"ITS OVER"and you decided to walk away ...But I'm still begging you to come back to me, don't leave me, I LOVE YOU ...I will do everything just LOVE ME AGAIN !!!pLease ..LOVE ME AGAIN ..!!!!

Love is a symbol of internity

Its wipes out all sense of time 

Destroying all the memory of a beginning 

And all fear of an END !!!!

FRIENDS "DIAMOND"

 

 

"Look at me!Am I not clever ?Do you really like my present ?Are you proud of me friends ?As a simple girl I crave for the approval of everyone. I'm staying at school ,trying to mingle in order to survive  and to get more approval of others.

When people condone my behavior ,I'm happy 'but if I did not get the approval I want ,I'm lonely ,sad , and miserable. it starting to create a major problem to myself. But there's someone who can take to control me ,that's my TRUE FRIENDS.As what other said "FRIENDS ARE THE BEST GIFT TO US OF GOD". For me FRIENDS are like DIAMOND, HARD TO GET, PRICELESS, friends who shared LOVE for me ,and someone I share each happy day ,source of my courage when troubles come on my way, someone to be true to me whether I am near or far apart, whose love will always hold and treasured in my heart. To talk and laugh together and exchange small acts of kindness ,sometimes tell jokes and sometimes to be serious . To disagree at times ,without hard feeling's . A shadow when I'm alone, a shoulder when I cry, and always at my side. FRIENDS is my mirror in everyday. My FRIENDS had the CHARMS to captive my heart ............!!!!!!!!!!!!

"PROUD TO MY MOTHER"

When I was at the womb of my mother

Different problem she was encountered,

But instead of punishing me when I get old 

She love me with a full of mystery....

She teach me the different good manners

Like loving and respecting others,

Especially my friends,brother,and sisters

Treasured them like a diamond glare....

  
 

To my mom ,I will always love you forever

I will be proud being your daughter,

And shouting in the whole world ,I love you my MOTHER!!

Only God and you is my CREATOR....

"MY DREAMS"

Dreams is the manifestation of my feelings

In my dreams there is nothing,

Which I comprises in reality...

I want to dream an endless 

And dreamless dream,

When I sleep...

Dreams that nothing I do,

Worry of nothing,cry of nothing,

Fear of nothing,and think of nothing...

A dream which all of my fear,

Aspiration,and insecurities will disappear.

And it is the one reason,

That I don't want to be awaken

When I'm asleep,

But in the end I can't deny...

That all my dreams is still

Part of the reality,

of my LIFE!!!...

DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME

 

I'll keep on waiting 

For you to come

Staying outside;

Just to see you 

Pass me by...

Still waiting for you 

To say goodbye,

And tomorrow 

You'll be mine...

I know it's impossible

For you to be mine,

But I'm still waiting 

Please don't turn by,

I'm so hopeless 

To see you now,

But more painful

If you turn me down...

I'm just asking why?

Everything change 

After that time,

Is this a sign for you to gone?

Or it's just a sign,

For you to say

That we are one!

Please don't walk by,

I can't carry 

Of you would 

Live me this time!

Because my time

And my world 

Is just your time!..